I think of the story my mother told her sisters that day
when I was home sick from school. Of the nurse
bringing three babies into the ward and her praying
that hers wouldn’t be the ugly one in the middle.
And of how one moment can paint your portrait,
the only one you’ll ever have of yourself.
And now faced with this stunning stranger,
I imagine how she assembled herself with an eye
toward the pleasure she must always have given–
the way the white cat might curl on a green sofa
or a cardinal select the branch nearest the snowy
backdrop, with a right to be noticed, the necessity
of standing in this world as a pleasing antidote
to the despair of houses in a rundown neighborhood
where the lawns never prosper and women who
don’t realize they have the power of words, if nothing
else, might say on an incongruously sunny afternoon
something that will dye a future, no matter what pictures
are in the child’s coloring book or how hard she tries to keep
inside the lines using only the pastels and sometimes even
staying up late to get the sky just the right color blue